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A message for Daine <3

And a very merry Christmas to you, Daine!

Daine. Honeypie, baby, love. It may not be much, but you're my sis. I don't have anything special for you, besides these words. You've helped me through some rough spots, and I can only hope to do the same to you. I'm there when you need me, or at least I'll try to be. And when you need cuddles or whatever, I'll try to provide them. Just know I love you, and you're one of the best li'l sises I could ever ask for. So all of the hugs, Dainebb. <3

And have a merry Christmas now.

Merry Christmas, bb.

I know I'm not the best with words, and I've never been good at tossing together drabbles or finding amazing gifs to share. I can't draw, or say the one thing that will make everything feel better. But I can tell you that I care, and I hope that it helps, even just a little.

Those days you were forced to spend with a family that doesn't deserve you shouldn't be your Christmas, Daine, regardless of the date. Christmas should be a good time, even if it doesn't always live up to that ideal for a lot of people; a time where you can feel happy for all those bright spots of light in your life, and where you can enjoy the people and things who make up those spots. If your friends can be that light, or even just part of it, then we'll give you Christmas - a Christmas worthy of the name.

You are a beautiful person. You touch lives, you make people happy. Anyone who can call you a friend is beyond lucky. I know that I'm a better person for having met you...and if I hadn't, I'm not sure if I would have pulled myself through the last few months as well as I did.

We love you, and you deserve a life that's much better. You deserve a merry Christmas...and I hope that, somehow, we can help you have that. Even if it is a day or two late.

So get home, get comfortable, and talk to the people you want to talk to. Do something that can make you feel better...and if I can help with that in any way, I'll be there as fast as I can.

Merry Christmas, bb. ♥

I'm typing this as I wait for you to come home. You're about an hour away, and there's so much to say, I don't even know where to start. I want to tell you all the ways you make me happy, all the people that you've changed and all the things that you've accomplished. I want to just shower you with attention until you're smiling and laughing and surrounded by so much love. I want to drop down a giant wall of China between you and your family, want to wipe away all the things they've done to you and shake the awful out of them until they treat you with the love and respect you deserve.

I want to show you how I see you shine now, and how I imagine you will shine in the future. I wish I could show you how amazing you are, virtues and vices, admirable qualities and faults in all, and how I still love you BECAUSE of them rather than in spite of. I want to show you how you've change in the time that we've known each other, want you to understand that some people can only hope to change as much as you have in your lifetime. I want you to see all you've accomplished, and how despite the way that words hurt, how they can never take it all away. I want you to see that you're not alone, and that we're by your side now and for such a very long time to come.

I want you to be with Caity, to be swept up in a whirlwind romance with her, to be with each other and to make each other deliriously happy. I want you to smile and laugh and be silly and be you. I want you to know how diplomatic and respectful you are, how you wield all the ability to hurt, but choose not to. I want you to see how utterly beautiful you are, and to tell you that my life is better for having known you.

But words really can't convey all these things. I wish I could wrap up all these feelings into a box and hand it to you when you're in trouble, or feeling sad or hurt. I wish I could be there with you, every time you're going through hard times, to follow you around with a hockey mask and a hockey stick to warn off all the bad things in your life. I wish you could understand how much you've affected my life, how deeply I would miss you if you were to leave it, and how I would try so very hard to find you if we were ever separated somehow. You matter to me, to so many people. You are deeply loved.

And even if some of these things are hard to convey... I'll still try my very hardest. It's the least I can do for all the things that you've done for me.

I ca't wait for you to come home. You are a gift, and I am so very grateful you are in my life.

Merry Christmas, my love.

Daineybaby. Milady. o7 I've been sitting here staring at this for a little while now and- although words are escaping me entirely, I'm going to try my best to get across what I want to.

You, my love, are an amazing person. I would be perfectly content to spend every second of every day talking to you, being around you- I'm happier for knowing you. Happier- and BETTER, because you've taught me how to try to be, in ways I didn't know how before. You constantly astonish me with just how generous and loving a soul you are.

You have so much good in you. And so many talents, so many things to admire about you- it's frustrating, so frustrating, to not just be able to unzip the metaphorical ~pencil case of your heart~ and show you all those awesome things so that you believe me 8|||| ~~the pencil of compassion!! the sharpener of knowledge!!! =A=~~

It isn't fair, how this Christmas turned out for you. And it makes me angry to know that your family doesn't appreciate you nearly as much as they should. But you know what? There are a ton of us who do. And we love you, as much and more then any family could, should whatever- my words aren't working again. Point I'm trying to make I guess, is- we're here for you, sunshine. Have I mentioned that we love you, yet? I love you. Always and forever. I can't wait for the day we get to celebrate Christmas together, and we can bake lame cookies and sing lame songs and hang lame christmas lights together and all that stuff.

Until then, just know I believe in you. Don't let ANYONE talk you down. Ever. You're beautiful inside and out and you shouldn't ever ever ever believe otherwise.

I'm nowhere near as good at this talking thing as Dee is... OTL But this is me trying, haha. Because you're worth it. ~~L'OREAL~~

Thank you for being you. I'm grateful to know you. I'm amazed that someone like you would even think about feeling the same way for me that I do for you. I'm proud of everything you've done and confident you're going to achieve even more. I love you.

Now lemme and Dee smoosh yer face and cuddle you in aim, k? We've misssed you.

p.s i have a lame song thing for you but i sound really really bad so i'll link you in aim :B

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